When Peanut Met Butter.

Some things were never meant to be. As much as we want certain things in life, the lemon juice we make doesn't always turn out the way we want. There are days where we can't seem to figure out what to do or where to go, where we fall down and don't feel like picking ourselves up anymore. Eventually after we move on and look back, we start to realize everything happened for a reason.

I wouldn't say us was a mistake, neither would I say it was off-timing. Because without any of those, we wouldn't be what we are today.

I miss you and I miss those days. I miss us when we were...us. But not everyday in life is bright.

Forgive me this last for the improper wish.

Happy 18th Birthday, Lisa.

WARNING : To whomever it may concern, I am being framed. If you see my name in your blog with some rude or unexpected message that links you to here, it is NOT me.

This is not the first time I'm being framed. First in Walter's blog, then in Lisa's blog, and now in some random girls' blog.

To wend33, apologies to you.
To my dear framer(s), get a life.
To anonymous passer-by's, sorry if I have offended you. But this is where I enjoy expressing both my positive AND negative thoughts.

durian without the u said :
anonymous people always have something to criticize in my blog
[[ s.t.e.p.h. ]] said :
haha. i also don't know why
[[ s.t.e.p.h. ]] said :
maybe your blog too good for them
[[ s.t.e.p.h. ]] said :
lol
[[ s.t.e.p.h. ]] said :
or you just attract those kind of things
durian without the u said :
duno
durian without the u said :
but i'll go with the too good for them
durian without the u said :
HAHAHA

Today, I saw something damn disgusting and scary. No, not Sadako, but an ant the size of my thumb with HUGE mandibles (ants' fangs), and a green ass (gaster) wth! It looked SICK! Both literally and disgustingly sick. I swear, it looked something like this...

I'm guessing it ate too much leaf. Well, MAYBE it's just another unique species. And if it HAPPENED to be, I'M SORRY OKAY!! *please stop shooting me passer-by's -.-*

Yesterday, I got a message from Carene saying that we should not eat all milk-related products from China. I thought it was just another chain mail and while I was reading that message, I was happily eating M&M's. Today, mum told me they suspect China's milk has added chemicals called malamine. I'm dead.

I'm sorry Cher Yeng and Shu Chung for the past few days. Good friends don't fight but no best friends never fight (; and don't get too depressed over it Cher Yeng, remember we love you. *awwww wth*

I didn't like the fact that I waited for you two before test but you guys did not wait for me after that. I hate the excuse because I was in the same condition as you, only worst than both of you. I hate it even more when you mentioned that you ditched me for him. And it makes me sick that this is how you all repay me after my treat on the last.

I can't believe I got owned by so many for my Calculus 2 test. It was good, but not good enough. And I just got a message from Willie saying that he won't be able to send me tomorrow. How much worst can this get.

Today is one of those days where your expectations fail you again and again. And when you try to fight the frustration back, it strangely allows you to.

Jabbawockeez

They're not exactly the best crew I've seen but I like them.

They're signature performance called "The Red Pill"

They're also the winner for Randy Jackson's America's Best Dance Crew. Check them out on youtube, I'm kinda lazy to upload their videos.

On the lighter note...

Bolton 1 - 3 Arsenal

Chelsea 1 - 1 Manchester United

I don't know why I was rooting for Chelsea at first but then I realized thanks to the draw, Arsenal is now at the top ;D

Long live Arsenal

We've never been close because you were always being shifted from here to Liang's apartment and sometimes all the way to Malacca. You've always made my days a little lighter whenever you were in sister's room. I'll never forget how you used to climb your cage like a monkey and how you paddle your wheel instead of cycling in it. You're hyperactive and always-hard-to-catch, squishable and cute in every aspect. I'll miss you little one.

Rest in peace, Kuaci.
June 2006 - 19 September 2008
took his last breath at 1.24 a.m.

I hate it when I get cut off from the internet world because I'll miss out on so many things and I'll be so damn lazy to catch up which makes me feel left-out and takes away all my mood to do anything in this case revise my calculus for tomorrows test WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME!!!

Give me a break. Wait, I've been on a break.

My seldom-problematic (is this a word) streamyx was messing with me the past few days and left me lonely. I was so lonely, and angry, I had to eat sister's Chacho's. I was so sick during the weekends I couldn't lift a pencil. Sigh, excuses. However...

Liverpool 2 - 1 Manchester United

Blackburn 0 - 4 Arsenal

Long live ARSENAL!!! I am now a part-time Liverpool supporter. Sorry Wenger. Shit, Jia Shen is right, I'm a GLORY HUNTER!

Went to play lantern on Sunday night despite the infection. I miss playing lantern when I was a small fry.

Due to the infection, I didn't have the energy to clown around today so I was being a 'gentlemen' to everyone but instead everyone pushes me down. I was late for class. and I don't like Thursdays, for this semester. Even now I feel kinda weird writing this thingy because somehow it doesn't sound right wtf.

My sickness level is like maximum and I have an oh-so-important quiz tomorrow which I haven't finish studying. What is this....

And, someone has been stalking me...

and Miss Shanta...

ugh...Calculus 2...

Okay the truth is I'm retaking Calculus 2. I did NOT fail the paper I just withdrew from it last sem. Yea that's the good thing about American programs it's flexible (being a gentlemen aha). Actually AUP isn't that bad, but INTI is. INTI only wants money, my money, and nothing more.

Why INTI sucks :
1. money first, education second
2. cafeteria is stinky and compacted
3. all the lecturers look funny
4. the guards have hamsap faces
5. more than half the students speak nothing but chinese
6. most of the guys are geeks, in which half of that population come from lala-land
7. very few hot girls, either extremely hot (models) or extremely not-so-hot
8. the lift always rosak
9. false fire alarm is scheduled once every 2-3 weeks
10. toilet smells like rotten shit, literally
10+1. management department sucks (steph kena con few times noob!)

There you have it! 10+1 reasons why you should NOT join INTI ;p

from the 8th floor, spying on Taylors ADP building
it's Sept 11 ;d

"Stop and stare, Adrian never wear his underwear, but he is still laughing everywhere... somemore your pi gu la lets go eat..."

HAHAHA that made my day. Gabriel sang it out loud spontaneously before lunch.

Currently transferring songs into sisters pen drive because she said office very quiet and boring so she wants some chilling songs to listen to but I'm gonna put in some Saosin to scare the shit out of her HAHA wooooot!!

Saosin is a screamo band and pronounced as "sei-yo-seen" not "sau-seen" wth and they're actually not bad hmm.

It's official, i'm sick ); ughh....

I just HAVE to blog about this.

Ever heard of this "The Ultimate Prom Nite" by 8TV? So it's a whole bunch of college students taking part and basically you vote for your prom king and queen through their 1picobytes per second website. I'm not sure what is the whole idea of this competition but it sure made me laugh like hell.

And so your expectations would obviously be set AT LEAST above average, no? No offense to Tuan Tynn and Victor, but you just HAVE TO SEE THE OTHER CONTESTANTS! They look hilarious especially the guys omg. Okay I know I don't have the rights to judge their ~~oh-so-obviously-fugly~~ appearance ALTHOUGH Steph agreed that IF I joined my percentage of winning would be higher than everyone else in there, but this is serious man! This is DA REAL DEAL YO~

Click on the different colleges below to check out their HILARIOUS poses and breath-taking make-overs.

Disted Stamford College

INTI College, Penang

INTI College, Nilai

INTI College, Subang

KDU College, Penang

Lagenda College

Metropolitan College

Nilai International College

Olympia College

SEGI College

Sunway College, Johor Bharu

Taylors College

Okay if you're lazy to check all the colleges out, you can start with Metropolitan and Olympia College. They have the "sexiest" man in there.

Of all the contestants, only two or three actually looked human-normal. The rest either retarded or horny. Now I'm talking about the guys only. The girls aren't so bad but they're just one level better than the guys HAHA! So either 8TV has no taste or those contestants just wanna have FUN (;

p.s. I'm not in this alone Steph is my manager so SUE ME but claim the money from her ;pppppppp

What song is stuck in your head?
Sempurna by Andra and The Backbone

A person that you miss?
Lee Chee Ler

Name something you have to do tomorrow?
Calculus2 quiz

Can you whistle?
yes

What makes you laugh?
SpongeBob

Biggest fear?
loosing my songs

If you could die for someone who would it be?
the guy selling Ramly burger near 7-eleven in usj11

What are you looking forward to in the next month?
final minutes of sem finals

Do you think you would make a good wife/husband?
definitely ;d

Do you smile a lot?
no

What was your first thought when you looked in the mirror this morning?
shit I look good

What bed did you sleep in last night?
not slumberland

Who was the last person you talked to on the telephone?
spaghetti

If somebody likes you now would you like them to message you and tell you?
no, I wanna keep them wanting more ;p

Who are all the people you have text messages from in your phone?
friends and family wth

Last time you laughed?
while eating McD with ui tee and the gang

How many hours sleep did you get last night?
about 5

Would your parents be mad if you got pregnant today?
...

What are you doing on Sunday?
will try to remember that this tag asked me this question

Who was the first person you heard this morning?
sis

What did your last text message say? Who sent it to you?
some chinese text sent by hotlink

Do you believe that everything happens for a reason?
yes

If you could push one person off a mountain, who would it be?
batman

Have you ever liked someone that treated you like crap?
no

Has anyone disappointed you recently?
not yet

What are you listening to?
starlight by muse

Are you a morning person or a night?
I can be either or both

Are you there for your friends?
if they need me, yes

Do you wish somebody would call you? And why?
no, lazy to layan

How many TRUE friends do you have?
I don't know if any of them are true

Who do you tell most things?
Gabriel

Who was the last person that made you cry, why?
N/A

Have you ever stayed in a hotel?
yes

Have you ever dated someone who was not good to you?
technically no

What is in your pocket?
boxers don't have pockets

Where would you like to be right now?
on stage performing with my guys

I shall be the one who ends this tag MUAHAHA!!!! nola feel free to do if you want to ;p

I'm not feeling so good now. Alot of wind in my tummy and shit non-stop today ); ugh...

First day of college and I was washed out even before class started. Sigh Calculus 2, I'm seeing Shanta for another semester. Not enough, I have to face her cold, self-giggling jokes again for another year omg it's like I'm fated to be with her WTH. She better give me good grades.

Willie's timetable is completely different from mine. This means bus home everyday );

somebody's old

he just wants the cake

I think she's just a smaller and shorter and fairer ~~and noober~~ version of me. Had BBQ at my house on Saturday, supposingly countdown to merdeka wth. Spent Sunday taking care of Jovi. He's better (;

owned

1.sniff

2. roar

3. never hesitate! ahm!!

MOS

Gabriel doing the robot HAHA

nobody touched these so I had all 36 to myself ;p

drunktards

Ramly's

sisters' ~~famous~~ Lemon Cream Cheese Pie

the last piece

ate some rubbish and got sick );

noob!

As much as we've moved on, I never wanted you to go. I still think about you no matter how much I hate to. My only regrets is that we had so little to spend. The things that we used to do, and the things that we could have done. I think about them before I sleep and it makes me smile. I can't remember the lines of the poem but I remember clearly how you used to look into my eyes. I've never been in such a matured relationship. I'll never forget how you wrap your arms around me and peck me on my cheek. As much as I always tend to avoid whatever that's related to you, I miss you so.

Half of me hesitates to want you to know. But this is for you. I'll never forget you.